This crazy thing called love...

I've been in love. A few times before. But looking back, I wonder if it was love. Would love hurt? Would love leave a hole in my heart and soul? Would love make me not want to see you or talk to you ever again? Is love shortlived? Is it forever? 

Right now am in love....again. And am scared. What if I get another broken heart? But funnily enough, this time it's different. I feel like this is truly forever. But how sure am I? I keep asking God that question..."Lord, am done with broken hearts. Am done with the tears. Am done with the pain. I want this to last. I want this to be my true love. A love that will last forever. But am scared. Help me!"

....sigh!....This crazy thing called love...