Desire

I want you. But I can't have you. I don't really need you. But you're always in my thoughts. In my mind. I want to talk to you. But my mouth glues up. I want to see you. But your just a mirage. I dream about you. But when I wake up, it's just that. A dream. I talk about you. But we never have conversation. I long to be with you. But my arms can't reach you. I see a future with you. But that's all it is. A foresight.

Am going crazy. Am losing my mind. Am acting all weird. All because of you.

I try to erase you from my mind. But you keep haunting me. I wish I could stop the torment. The pain. The anxiety. But it remains just that. A feeling. An emotion.

All I can do now. All I can hope for. Is wait. Is wait for you to come to me. Is wait to hear what my Daddy's got to say 'bout u. 'Bout us. Is wait patiently. Is wait fervently.

Because as the cliche goes. True love waits. Good things come to those who wait.

So i wait...