I went for it. I defied all odds and made the decision. I knew there would be consequences but i didn't care.
A few weeks later, i discovered something...i was pregnant! I went to Him to tell him what i found out. Contrary to my thoughts, he was happy, excited, ecstatic..all the happy words you can think of. I told him he was crazy. Then He told me He was crazy about me. What?! I told Him again and again that I was pregnant. He shouted " I LOVE YOU!"
Now this was turning out to be very weird, so i told Him that am getting rid of the baby. He pleaded, "Don't!Please don't!" And i gave him all the reasons why i was not ready to have a baby but He kept insisting that i should keep it. I could not take this abnormality any more so i walked out on Him and went to see a doctor.
The doctor told me that i could not have an abortion because i was already mature into the pregnancy. What?! How's that possible and i just found out two weeks ago. My tummy's not even swollen?! But he gave me one last look and said "It's either you keep the baby or you die with it inside you." I thought the world around me was going insane. Or was it me?! I went to five more doctors to get a second...or rather a fifth opinion about aborting. And crazy enough, they all said the same thing as the first doctor.
I went back to my love and cried at His feet, "Am not ready for this. All this is new to me. Where do i start? How will make it?" And with love in His eyes and a warm embrace, He whispered "I will help you. We're in this together."
And at that very moment..i gave birth. And together we named it PURPOSE!
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